|Hit The Switch|
|Digital Ash In A Digital Urn|
|Lana Del Rey|
It feels really good to be on good terms with Gian (my first boyfriend) and I’m really proud of him because he seems like he’s matured a lot and is in a healthy mindset. He even wants to chill whenever I’m back in NJ with our old friends. Just feels good to reminisce about good times with someone who I spent 90% of my time with for two years. Took a long time but we’re ready. His family on the other hand..
it’s just exciting because I think we can all move forward and not be weird. Both Gian and I know people from my school because he went here for a bit and maybe Clarissa and I will become best friends again? And neither of them have seen me since i was 220lbs+? So that’s exciting on my part. And we can all jam and skate together. Hang with Ryan, Chen, and Moe. Nothing will be too different besides our bodies. We can all smoke together now. It could be really awesome.
Yeah cuddling naked is nice but there is something so sensual about laying together with your clothes on just to have them lift your shirt a little and grab your hip, then run their hand up and down your body to tease you. And by having just a small bit of your skin exposed, it leaves your body begging for more, and your nerves burn to have their hand pull your shirt up just a little more, grab your waist and caress your skin. Then the sweet and dangerous motion of their hand tugging your pants down slightly to give you false hope of satisfaction is dispelled by the sudden tug to pull your pants back up, and it gives you the feeling of dire need to be touched more. Clothes are great, actually.
My body’s rockin and someone needs to come appreciate it while SZA plays
So I shouldn’t be doing the cleanse because I’m on some meds now for this bizarre thing that’s happening to my skin (doctors can’t figure it out yet) so I really want Ice cream and bacon (separately). Guuuuuuuuuys